1. |
Burn
04:03
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Tonight
I watched the sunlight fade away
Into the night sky
For the last time
With a smile on my face
To take away anger
Sense the danger
Of directions carved in stone
This won't be the last time
That I come here
No...
I'm burning down my home
You call me selfish
But I guess
It's Hell if I don't stay
Walk in circles, is it hurtful?
Never doubted it anyway
And I'm tired of this mess
I'm cleaning, bleeding out
Adding fire, heading west
And so I shout
Tonight
I watched the sunlight fade away
Into the night sky
For the last time
With a smile on my face
To take away anger
Sense the danger
Of directions carved in stone
This won't be the last time
That I come here
I'm burning down my home
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2. |
Trash
03:09
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Nonstop thinking
Sleep without meaning
Why even try
When you can't cross t's or dot i's
Can't knock the thoughts out
My head is full
What the fuck is life about
I need an extra pull
While you're searching for the truth
I am stuck behind steel bars
Just know that death is no excuse
Spent all our time chasing cars
Hard to shut my eyes
It's like this on the inside
Standing on the sidelines
Score a point for the other guys
No more color
It's all grey
Try to get warmer
All the hot fades away
While you're searching for the truth
I am stuck behind steel bars
Just know that death is no excuse
Spent all our time chasing cars
I need to break away from this cage
That has left me so confined
In the book of life I’m only a page
One that unfortune has surely signed
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3. |
So Fortunate
04:08
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You said you had us in mind
Whenever we argued
But you never would take the time
To see what I had been through
When did us turn into you?
It was the second that you blamed me for
Not seeing your point of view
And it was then that you shut the door
I let my mind slip through the cracks
Because I knew it wouldn't last
So fuck you and your stupid lies
I'm cutting off all our ties
Feeling as if you've drawn a gun
And taken hostage all the things I found fun
Finally winter's coming early
The tides are turning
After fights my feelings fade
But yours continue to ignore the pain
So as I wonder why I stayed
You would continue to complain
We try to hard to be happy now
Cause nothing's better than the present
There's only so much life will allow
Yet killing fun is your talent
I let my mind slip through the cracks
Because I knew it wouldn't last
So fuck you and your stupid lies
I'm cutting off all our ties
Feeling as if you've drawn a gun
And taken hostage all the things I found fun
Finally winter's coming early
The tides are turning
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4. |
Nevada
03:27
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Blurry view
I cast shadows on this news
Bring violent hues
Make the rain fall hard on you
Fall and confuse
All in all it's easy to do
Keep up this ruse
They say bad things they come in twos
Shots taken, broken
Can't reach the surface
Memory misshapen
Fall through and soak in
Forget the sunrise and settle for grey skies
Drove to Nevada to cut all of my ties
My world is full of dark blue and lies
Useless and boring, so cover your eyes
Obtain and weep
Start this fire that I think you need
Sweep beneath, under the rug of forgotten sleep
Exchange our hearts
A deadly trade fatal to you
I've played my part, except the show was ending soon
Forget the sunrise and settle for grey skies
Drove to Nevada to cut all of my ties
My world is full of dark blue and lies
Useless and boring, so cover your eyes
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5. |
Larissa
03:07
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Lights dim, eat words I'm near-hearted when glimpsed your fears
Harbored my apathy, can't sleep so swallow me
Stonefaced, let's invest again
Back and forth I'll bend
Excite my tendencies, escape my destiny
You hold my heart so dear
But I just can't stop staring
When you are here
Stuck on a dresser drawer
I'm barely breathing
and begging for more
Headrush can't control my mouth
See the smoke billow out
Keep calm can't ignore her
Deceased with guilt, unpure
Head hurts when you're on my mind
You say words I can't find
Hop down and reverse my hate
Sit, bask, and relax my hate
You hold my heart so dear
But I just can't stop staring
When you are here
Stuck on a dresser drawer
I'm barely breathing
and begging for more
I feel useless
So now I guess
I’m not helpless
Stop this pretense
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6. |
Outdated Confessions
05:05
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I don't know what to fear the most
Between the crushing loss and dreams that could kill their host
I take old photographs and I put them on a shelf
I'll never forget the past as I try to forgive myself
Now you're moving away to a different state
I know I'll never see you again but I won't forget your face
I tried to shut you out in fear of the closing end
Not only did I lose myself but I lost my best friend
Does it even bother you knowing 2 years of our lives are gone
I'm going crazy now that I realize what I have done
Did you even love me toward the end of it all
First I shot the bulls to and now I’ll take the fall
Memories will haunt me in their ethereal form
Feels like trying to sail in the middle of a storm
I know alcohol won't stop the bleeding
Only 3 more shots until I lose all feeling
Does it even bother you knowing 2 years of our lives are gone
I'm going crazy now that I realize what I have done
Did you even love me toward the end of it all
First I shot the bulls to and now I’ll take the fall
I run to things from my past
So I hope the memories will last
I'm sorry I know it's not enough
I'm sorry so sorry
I'm hurting while you are doing fine
I just wish that you were still mine
It's over there's nothing I can do
All I've got left are the memories of you
Does it even bother you knowing 2 years of our lives are gone
I'm going crazy now that I realize what I have done
Did you even love me toward the end of it all
First I shot the bulls to and now I’ll take the fall
This is our last goodbye
I hope that you won't cry
It's ok even I can see
You never really cared about me
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7. |
Useless
04:15
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This rain I'm drowning in
Grey taking over it
Drown out the courage and
Fade away my mind again
I took the car and
I drove through the night
The smell of rain and
The stars held me tight
Remind me that I
Have a purpose
Remind me that
I am not useless
Distracting apathy
Exiting mentally
What a fantastic sight to see
Drain out all of inside of me
Transfixed specifically
Selected spatially
I took the car and
I drove through the night
The smell of rain and
The stars held me tight
Remind me that I
Have a purpose
Remind me that
I am not useless
Any last words I
Can’t hear you right
Burning homes roar
All through the night
Remind me that I
Have a purpose
Remind me that
I am not useless
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8. |
Heavenly
02:49
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Running through the backwoods
Of this overgrown idea
Cause I know I’ll find my way back
I just can’t wait to see you
You’ll always be here for me
And I try to follow through
But I will stumble and I’ll fall
But I’ll fall right into you
Because I know that
I’m falling way too deep this time
To save myself
And claim that I’m alright
But I’ll show you
The dreams that I see
Because I'm better now
Thanks to heavenly
I know that I’m not perfect
And I never claimed to be
But I’m happy what a concept
And that’s all I can see
I promise I will make you proud
And I’m never backing down
But no matter where I visit
I’ll always come back around
To see you
And I know
I won’t be gone for long
It’s fine
Cause I know that
I’m falling way too deep this time
To save myself
And claim that I’m alright
But I’ll show you
The dreams that I see
Because I'm better now
Thanks to heavenly
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9. |
Here's to Getting Better
03:33
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We gather here tonight
Dressed all in white
It doesn’t have to make sense
For it to feel right
The ash is growing cold
And I’m growing bold
Bold enough feel it
And try to take hold
Colors change in trees
And change just like me
I know that it’s no different
Than the things that I can't see
There’s nothing left to say
To get you to stay
I’m the one the can’t seem
To start again today
They tell me I am dead
It’s all in my head
Feeling right at home
Sitting all alone in my bed
Feel like I'm stuck
Cause I have been struck
By that thought that there’s always
A reason to wake up
Go run for space and you’ll find
A place to hide
And if there’s not one
You’ve got to come back to life
Traced back from the way that you came
You’re not to blame
I’m sorry darling
but I forgot your name
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10. |
Alright, I Quit
05:24
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Lies corrode my soul
But I promise you
It’s already gone
And going strong
I am still confused because
I thought I knew you,
Thought I knew my self
But I was wrong
So grab all of the alcohol
It doesn't matter, no one calls
Cause I'm ready to move on
This feeling it has gone
Just let me leave a message
To salvage all the wreckage
My heart is already black
There is nothing left to hold me back
Falling falling falling falling
Right back into madness catch this
But I digress before I stress
Too much about the past
We change our words like broken strings
Always hoping for better things
I’m tired of saying goodbye
So the last thing I’ll say BEFORE I FUCKING DIE
Is grab all of the alcohol
It doesn't matter if no one calls
Cause I'm ready to move on
This feeling it has gone
Just let me leave a message
To salvage all the wreckage
My heart is already black
There is nothing left to hold me back
Dear god please savor this revival
There’s no turning back for survival
I hope that it’s worthwhile
Break this cycle.
Alright, I quit
I could never change
What’s rearranged
But still I try
My muffled cry
I dream, tonight
For one more second
Blessed by your presences
But it’s loo late
I’m second rate
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Marigold Sacramento, California
916 Punk Rock
insta: @marigold916
-Union Valley Reservoir
-Here's to
Getting Better
-Larissa
-Heavenly
-Bark
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